{stolen from my own tumblr, aka stolen from somewhere a million times over}
i am a million miles away. that is always running through my head.
i used to always feel like a girl with her arms outstretched and reaching, everything slipping off the ends of her fingers. like i was perpetually on the edge of having a grip, but then never actually getting it. like i was so close. dropping all the things. and it was an awful feeling. being that close, but still not. constantly, frantically, straining.
and now i am a girl who is so far away from that, it doesn't seem like it was ever even a thing. and i'm not sure that it is better. i am sure that it is more reckless... but. it is different. at least. it is quieter and more still. somehow.
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