hot light

{co pre-fall 2016, photos courtesy of co by way of vogure.com/fashion-shows}

blister, burn

holy god, catching fire is bleak. and fantastic. and devastating. and i loved it. and i want to see it again right this minute. i very much liked the first film, but there were a few punches i felt they pulled - the dogs being mutts, particularly, which is such a powerful terrible idea. which made sense cuz kids movie... but. this film doesn't pull punches. the old man in district 11. i love that the costumes and makeup look real - not polished high-def movie real. but. stagey. put on. the tributes dressed up. you see the texture, you see the fabric and the seams and the way things sit on or dig into skin. the sweat, spit, tears, hair, fire. flickerman's teeth. glass. where there is polish and where there is not. utility vs comfort vs costume. yes, this is a very well handled film. oh it is dark. 

johanna. jenna malone, who i have loved forever, is brilliant and sad. her anger is overwhelming and roiling. she is my favourite for a million miles.

catching fire was the best book in the series for me, and one of the more intoxicating books i've read. the movie does it proper justice. oh i am pleased, i am heartbroken. also, buy the soundtrack. it is really really really good. elastic heart. oh god.

also, i recommend you read this. the odds are never in our favour.

graceless

huge ugh. i wanna know who creative-directed this shoot. cause the dead skin grey polished surfaces of the model's skin makes me wanna hurl. who thought that was a good finish?! WHO? the clothes are great, and i bet the model has a lovely colouring when she isn't LOOKING SO MUCH LIKE A ROTTEN FISH ZOMBIE! i have strong feelings.

{emanuel ungaro resort 2014, photos courtesy of emanuel ungaro by way of style.com}

slow show

i am absolutely anxiety-hearted today. every single thought is sitting on the surface of my skin.
all panic and pins.